emo abt my house

It's always emo when come to my melaka house. It's our 1st house, we married and we move in, we live together since 2006. Our 1st & 2nd baby was born here, the joy and all the happiness is always related to this house. Too many great memories. I just love it.

It's our 1st house, we brought it lelong. We went thru all the hard time to survey all the bank loans interest rate. OF cos, not forgetting the forever "alien" legal documents that we keep signing on every page. Our close friends help us to paint the house. There is a friend promise to help us to paint the kitchen when he is on leave, i just pass him the keys and he start paint it alone while we are working during office hour. He is suppose to on-leave... i will always remember you... my friend... i know who you are... i remember... I remember i goto the house to install the lights and the fans during lunch hour. We had a nap there during lunch hour with no bed or mattress. I have been away for too long till i kenot rmb when... eventhough i go back melaka for wedding shoot during some of the weekends, i don't go back to my house, simply becos my wife and kids are at in-law's house.

Last week, i manage to go back to my own house for few hours... all out of sudden, the happy moments playing in my head. I didn't know i missed my house so much. I love it becos it brings me all the happiness. Now, we are like a nomad, living here and there, things are not belong to us, spaces not belong to us... things just cannot go our ways. It's just so heartache sometimes, really! I wish we can have our life's back, where, we have our own space, the kids playing in their FORT without concerning breaking things, messed up the places, child safe environment, dancing in the living hall, watching the TVs, eat routine, play routine, sleep routine... at least... i do my best to control it to the lowest level at my melaka house.

God, pls give me strength to hold on, patience with the legal works which i believe on going... i have faith in my solicitor, she is doing a fantastic job.

who am i?

Sometimes i wonder, who am i? i don't laugh like wat i use to do, i don't play wat i like, i was so passive nowadays. It always pop up in my head "who am i"

i am a son, --> ever love me alot parents hope to see me everyday
i am a husband, --> a lovely lady waiting for me at home
i am a father, --> 2 kids waiting for me at home
i am a businessman, --> i carry a big debt
i am a engineer, --> i report and think solution for all the problems occur in my shop
i am a technician, --> i fix my machine or watever break down in my shop
i am a cashier, --> i cash in and cash out
i am a shop assistant, --> i did photostat
i am a graphic designer, --> i did all promotion flyers, promotional items
i am a display artist, --> i decide wat to display in my shop
i am a runner, --> i do all my license/gov process
i am a finance controller, --> i control my budget
i am a planner, --> i plan my shop's future
i am a negotiator, --> i negotiate in everything
i am a real estate agent, --> i help my parent's to manage their property
i am a project manager, --> i plan wat promotion or event for my shop
i am a editor, --> i edit photos
i am a salesman, --> i sell cameras and accessories
i am a service provider, --> i develop photos
i am a IT specialist, the foreign workers come and ask me abt computer stuff
i am a typist, --> i help client to type their document
i am a photographer, --> i take nice photos
with this...

i can be a beautician, --> i can make ur pimples gone
i can be a beauty consultant, --> i can tell how is your skin
i can be a make up artist, --> i can make you look beautiful
i can be a weight control consultant, --> i can make you look slim or fat
i can be a magician, --> i can make things disappear or appear, ur eyes from shut to open

sometimes i wonder how can an ordinary people can be so multitasking?

been a long long time since my last post. things are routine for me... no more chance to eating out good food. no more posting on good food lorrr...

been working on photos photos and photos... life is boring without 3 of them near me... it gets even more depress if things aren't going smoothly. the giggles from the kids can only hear and see via internet cannot help me to forget those unhappiness...

but not for this weekend. i m here with my family. the giggle is making me feel so so good! i have been working more than 13hours with only 3hours of sleep on day b4. tired! but when holding jboy n mboy in my arm is just... fantastic! i tahan few hours longer. ah dear asked me "u not tired meh?" "its gone..." (cos i could see n feel u all now... nothing else matter!) i went to bed real early yesday, i sleep equally the hours i worked! head out to shopping early in the morning... felt extremely happy! they are just fantastic, my inspiration, my energy, my strength... i just hope i can bring u guys near to me so damn soon... pls...

p/s: i point at some picture of cat dog dolphin etc... jboy could actually reply it correctly... seeing him growing well, i m a very proud father!!! i always imagine, how could these 2 boys running around, playing together in our new house...

Papa, Wadis?

"Papa, wadis?" lil' jedric ask me as i carry him during shopping. I did not pay attention for few times, i din know wat he was saying, but then, everything seems mute and i only here his question, "Papa, wadis?" he pointed his lil finger to something he do not understand... "Counter" I answered, "ter" he followed... boy... this strange feeling... only a father can tell... i hug him close to my heart, deep down inside my heart was cheering... boy! my son! i love you! I has been very bz btw my works, my extra works, and my beloved family... running form KL-melaka very frequent. I am doing my very best, carrying my responsibility, execute it as perfect as i can... tiredness all gone with this lil monster laugh, giggle, actions...

 As he almost come to 2 years old, he can recognise alot of things. He know all number except SEVEN, probably it has two pronounceable words which make him difficult to say it out. He know more than 1 to 10, he can say eleven, twelve, thirteen, forteen....etc. A to Z is a no brainer for him, just up to his mood to say it all to you only nia. Sometimes, i really thank to GOD that i am having this moment, my wife, my kids, my life. I am really happy how my wife bringing up lil jedric, he is active, smart, cheeky, playful. I thank her for raising up him.She does a fantastic job. I feel so worth it to bear all the financial in the family, its so just worthwhile.

The smaller one, Mavric came to us last month and things been even busier for me. His arrival makes me more concentrate on works, driving our dreams hard enough, chase it, capture it, conquer it. I am more determine than ever. I am so desperate to gather all of them near me, take care of them, see them around me, near me... and there is nothing else matter anymore. =)

Liverpool Asia Tour 2011 - Malaysia

One fine day i received a sms from an old friend, he ask me whether i am going for the liverpool against malaysia. I told him if he is going, pls get me a ticket. So we bought 3x RM58 tickets as the rest has been sold out. Only left RM388....definitely i will not pay for it to watch la.

After a few days, my friends wife told me she bought 2 tix for rm388, she wanna give him a suprise, so, she ask me help to sell off the rm58 tix for her. Just awhile i posted in FB, my other fren confirm the tix. So, all of us WIN! This is call win-win situation! Yay!

During the day, i acted superbly natural, i drove to their house, car pool to bkt jalil. I purposely go late cos their tix got number seat one, no need go early early one, only mine is cheaplak one. To me, sitting anywhere is the same cos i expected to see my favourite team in ANT SIZE...hahahha...

Its one hour earlier when we reach there, the whole bkt jalil is jammed up crazily. So, i propose to them, i go down to take the seat and they go for parking. (in fact, i need to go early cos its really alot of fans walking towards the stadium, n i started to worry i could not even get a place)

When i walking towards the stadium following the crowd, i could here the cheering and the drum from far! it was really really phenomenal feeling.

Fans posing before entering. But i keep walking to meet up my other fren whom is waiting for my arrival half hour ago, they cannot enter cos i hold the tix already, haha!

How i wish i could bring my jedric to this game, but i know he wun sit there quietly, so, i just can hope!

Believe me, its one hour before the game starts. Look at the crowd!

Malaysian team supporter!

Joe Cole is practising shooting, trust me, i think i can hit it better, at least i can hit it on target!

Y.N.W.A stands for "You'll never walk alone"

15min more to start the game, both teams are bz warming up. The stadium is almost full!

Thanks to ticket pro for bringing liverpool team to us - malaysian fans! This is their 1st time ever to malaysia!

Both team marching into the pitch! Here we go! The fans gone crazy with the jeering...the atmosphere is simply crazy!

Photos session before the game starts!

Handshake! Carragher is the caption for today's game!

The starting XI!

Good choice of  camera brand selection, dude!

Its boring 1st half cos liverpool only manage to score 1-nil with malaysian team with a penalty from Charlie Adam, the new signing. I can see he is controlling the passing from midfield, he will be a key player for next season. Kuyt & co is warming up towards end of 1st half. He will be playing on 2nd half for sure!

Wait!!! Malaysian got foul outside the penalty box. Dunno why, i got a feeling SAFIQ will score, so, i set my camera to continuous shots.

Safiq is ready to shoot...

He shoots...

The ball rooooooooaaaaarr like a harimau, Harimau Malaya!

The ball passes the "benteng"...

It curls towards top left corner...

The keeper seems not reaching for it...

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAL! Safiq equalised before end of half time!

I did not take many photos during 2nd half because i wanna see it live with my own eyes. Malaysian team went down 6-3 when final whistle blown. But i am proud for Malaysia team! Wat a good game! The fans are satisfied!!! It sure worth to watch for nine goals with RM58 tix! Hahahaha...

Oh, forgot to mention, my fren called me and "scold" me for fooling him...hahha...i m sure he is happy than angry, rite bro?

Genting short breakaway

07.07.11~08.07.2011

I booked the hotel a week ago via online website. Manage to found a reasonable price at RM98/nite @ First world hotel. I am excited on this day to come. It has been quite a while i did not take a break. Been bz with the photo shop biz (Jajemmi Foto Station). It start early this year, from planning, execution, till running now. Quite tense up when things are falling apart, yes, even my family. Miss them alot while i am all alone in this big city, miss them so so much.

Chatting over the phone or msn video call are pathetic. There is one time my son sees me in msn, he open his arms, called me Papa... this means he wan me to hold him, hug him... i could not do tat... my tears nearly blast out. So, i told myself, i need to work extra hard, achieve goals and everything will be goes smooth soon after.

So, i need this holiday badly, i need an quick escape, i need a short breakie. Only took us 40mins from selayang to genting.

This is Jedric's 1st time to Genting. We parked our car at 1st world basement 4th floor. Found a car park quite far away from the lift, no choice but to walk cos the papa not so familiar with genting...haha... So, get him ready sitting on a stroller, then, off we go!

While waiting the lift to the hotel lobby. Look how sweet he smile... he knows kai-kai means shopping.

Yay! at last we are finally here, 1760meter above sea level!

Check-in hotel was rather easy, it can be done in their check-in kiosk but i wanted to amend something, so i Q for changing it to double bed instead of twin bed. After checking in the room, it was clean and basic, we don't mind at all. Jedric  is happily running around the room.

After settle down everything, we head to indoor theme park to explore. Bought 2 tickets for aldults. Jedric need not a ticket. =)

Told him to hop on a horse (marry-go-round), he shows excitement but then when his mom accompany him, and the thing keep spinning...he starts to chicken out dy. Silly boy!!!

Bring him to gondola too... as these are family rides.

He keeps staring at this "uncle".... hahahah... he must be frighten gua...

Then, we Q up for bumper car but when our turn, the staff told us he is too small to play... piang eh...waste our time waiting. apala!

I cannot remember how many time I accompany him to sit on this mini train. He is very excited on the bell as well. He keep telling me... traaaaaiiin.... So, i got no choice but to Q again and again.

After a few family ride, we oso tired already, so, we head back to hotel to take a quick nap. Dinner will be meeting up a friend whom works here. She will bring us for good food.

Jedric 1st experience on a bus. We took from 1st world to genting hotel.

Meeting up a friend, Adrianne. After dinner, she bring us to walk around.

"Papa look, a fountain"

This boy is always full of energy running around.

This two ladies keep talking when they meet up. Only few minute they did not talk, tat is becos they bz chewing the food. So, me n my son gets bored... he pulled me up, asking me to bring him around. Hahaha... we go ferris wheel another round.

We checked out next day morning, the breakfast in 1st world cafe has improved compare to my last visit few years back. I would rather call it a canteen, becos, here everything is fast and in volume. We decided to enjoy cool breeze outdoor today, so, we had some walking.

"Look papa, i found a dunno-wat-lock, how come got lock here one?"

The malay uncle gave me this "apple"

Yes, i forgot my tripod...

His mom ask him put his lil' hand into the pocket and he obey! So cute!

We then walk back to 1st world, had the ice-cream she showing interest yesterday (i pull my wife away when she stare at it yesterday)

We waited >20min for the to get ready our serving. It does look like "frying" the ice-cream, actually they use the chiller to make it chilled. Wat is special? i dunno! the bottom cup is made by chocolate in liquid form, they freeze it and mold it into a cup for the ice-cream.

Tadaaaa... Gelatomio ice-cream, ICE-CREAM ON THE ROCK! U get to choose 2 flavours of ice-cream, few toppings.

Too bad, we gotto enjoy it without tables and chairs. According to the staff, they are new and waiting Genting to provide them some seats.

My boy sees this and keep saying he wants "Ice keeeem"... just give him a spoon and he will do the rest, no need to teach one. The portion is too big for us and we cannot finished it. So, i ask the staff "tabao" for me, he then add more toppings on it...omg, already cannot finish liao.

We reach selayang house abt 3something in the afternoon. I felt terribly warm when back... i just love the cooling weather there...

P/S: special thanks to Adrianne to bring us to good dinner, love the durian dessert. We had a very very bad lunch in the food court... yuuuucks, now tat dinner call food la...hahhahaha....