God's messenger

GOD send HIS messenger today. What is the hint? Twice HE sent his messenger close to me. 1st time was on a plane, so near yet so far. I was on my way to cambodia, there come a pastor sitting next to me, he notice me reading some book related christianity and we started to chat. He offer me and told me, this is fate... i din give a clear signal to him. i din want to decide. i dunno how to see the sign, the signal. I was not brought up with this.

After since, i am getting more n more use to christianity. i goto church with ah dear when time allow. I pray when i am confused. i worship... mostly i sang because it feels good. i dun care life after death. i believe in me, i believe in my GOD. To me, i only see coincidence. so till now, i din decide. but i always open to anything.

i m not christian, i m not buddha (eventough my ic show i m buddha, hahaha), i m not islam, I believe in GOD, my GOD got no label, i believe now, i believe present tense. is tat important to choose a side? it doesn't matter to me, as long as i do good. i dun pick a side, i m anything man. i believe u agree and still be with me no matter how. this is wat i believe and keep me believing. side is not important as long as i have u in my heart.

Prove to me, GOD! show me! give me more justification! all i want is simple, i believe in YOU, u r in my heart when i need YOU. Then, tat is good enough already. i might have my own set of laws, my believe, my objective, my goal... well, tat's me...

Am i being too rasional? Am i a realis?

BB 大事记18/12/2009

宝贝他有点伤风，整晚都没睡好，一直睡不稳。

都是冷气惹的祸。

我担心极了。

替他把堵塞的鼻孔吸一吸，有一点出来。。。

有点咸咸的，哈哈哈。。。希望可以纾解他的不适感一些。

望他可以快快还起来。

不要像他爹娘的敏感鼻子啦！

给妈妈下厨

妈妈来我家帮忙照顾小小J。

很难有机会下厨因为厨房给她霸着了。

终于有一天，我自个儿去了超市一趟。

下厨给她吃，我问：“合不合格？”

她答：“合格！”

看着她嘴角微微仰起。

我就满足了。

长这么大，还是头一次下厨给妈妈吃呢！

Look!... is J...Jedric or Jacky?

Which is Jedric and which is Jacky? =)

J boy is 2months old liao!

Show u guys some photos of my jedric after 2months...

He knows his dad is taking pictures for him. He pose and look at me when i took photos.

He is becoming a model liao...wow!




Stop playing, serious business here, Daddy is taking photos of me.





Ok now, it's a close up one... act cool!





Eh, now side pulak...ok i follow you, eye contact...





Wow, look so smart and cute with hat! So cool boh?





Faster la daddy, i kind of bored liao, i wanna cry liao one ah...

Hehehe... now i got a new model liao, yay! Stay tune for more of Jedric boy!