Girlfriend

Lately, something cross my mind. Last time my girlfriend will buy a rm199 adidas futsal shoe for me. I love that pair of shoe very much. Not only the "heart" but it can perform, after i wore it on, i can performed so good, score goals, passing with confidence. This is not important, i don't want to talk abt the shoe... i wanna talk about my girlfriend. Ever since she got herself a "promotion", i buy a pair of sandals oso will kena "tiao"... i guess, girlfriend and wife has different job function/job description... =)

But then... i still love you as always lah...

my eldest son can talk on the phone

my jboy can talk with me on the phone. he say: wei...hallo...papa... jedric went joking (jogging), got cocodie (crocodile), dinasour, elephant....rooooaaar....(i was smilling cheek-to-cheek on the other side of the phone). He then said: papa werking (working), got money, buy ice-cream, buy nen-nen.... errrrmmmm... buy yakult...errrrmmmm.... buy vege. OK, i said. He repeat wat i said... OK! i then asked him, is baby sleeping? GOT! he answer... GOT! baby sweeping (sleeping). jboy oso goto sweeping lah... look at the clock now, wat time already? 12o'clock already, u need to go sweeping dy. Good Night papa, ice you (i love you) *he just make me wanted to hug him sooooooooo tight and kiss him* too bad i couldn't. i am here in KL, they are in melaka. this conversation might means nothing to you... but to me, it means alot...means my boy started to know we are separated. he knows i need to goto work and get money to buy things. he will think and construct his sentence/dialog. he is learning to talk/chat. he is more patience. he is concentrate. he knows wat is i love you. he know the "missing" feeling.

to me... its something and i wanted to record this down. jboy, i love you and i am so proud of you.

Sneak preview of an emerald

I've found an emerald! it's nearly mine, documents are almost ready. Once done, it will be mine. Dun mis-understood, it is not a rock, not a stone, i could not afford a real rock/stone as i dun start saving since young. Tat's why!

All i can is a house for time being. My melaka hse is almost sold, so, i am very disturbed with this earlier "good news"...hahhaa...i need to find ways to clear all my things in there and move to it to "new house". But "new house" not yet mine, and because its a 2nd hand house, i need to refurbish abit here and there. It's not mine yet so i cannot "do" any renovation works...

After i have explained my situation to the seller, they agree to lend me the keys. This is the 2nd time i saw the house... ahhahaha... 

This is the living hall, i think we need the paint job and the stairs need to change to laminated wood.

Living hall, need to change colour on the feature wall or shall i remain n retouch abit? i think i will go for change of colours. =)

想清楚，要猜疑！

最近闹得沸沸扬扬的白包事件，肥狗偕同笨狗向大家拜年，派派钱给华裔乐龄的当儿，也顺顺便羞辱一番。笨狗说冤枉，被肥狗陷害。肥狗说小事一桩，华语媒体夸大，又说不了解华人文化，草草了事。我怎样也听不下去，54年后的今天，你还不了解？54年前的很多很多年叻？加起来有多少年了啊？一句不了解就想算？好吧，我就当你放狗屁，不跟你一般见识，希望全部人可以看清楚你这条肥狗厉害都有限，根本不能有作为，如何替人民做事，更不用说你！对！就是你！会看明白这些字的你！不会帮你一条毛！人民代议士？干！省点吧！

好啦，过了几天，就出现猪头事件啦，普通人就会猜，应该是被欺负的人干的吧？作为报复行为。他们应该是要替被欺负的人出出气。有可能吗？有可能！可能是毛头小子，也可能是思想不成熟的某政治家想把事情复杂化。也可能是肥狗那伙干的，为了掩饰，让其他人忘了他干的“好事”。

每天都被这些笨蛋围绕着，还真感到无聊！难道不可以好好做事，脚踏实地吗？我不教你看歪，我教你好好看时事，多点猜疑，用多种角度看，自己决定未来。现在不像以前酱单纯，每个人都有心机，看有没有耍，或者耍多耍少而已。他们没为谁，为的是自己跟那几只在家等小小虫的小鸟。

醒醒吧，沉睡的狮子！

emo abt my house

It's always emo when come to my melaka house. It's our 1st house, we married and we move in, we live together since 2006. Our 1st & 2nd baby was born here, the joy and all the happiness is always related to this house. Too many great memories. I just love it.

It's our 1st house, we brought it lelong. We went thru all the hard time to survey all the bank loans interest rate. OF cos, not forgetting the forever "alien" legal documents that we keep signing on every page. Our close friends help us to paint the house. There is a friend promise to help us to paint the kitchen when he is on leave, i just pass him the keys and he start paint it alone while we are working during office hour. He is suppose to on-leave... i will always remember you... my friend... i know who you are... i remember... I remember i goto the house to install the lights and the fans during lunch hour. We had a nap there during lunch hour with no bed or mattress. I have been away for too long till i kenot rmb when... eventhough i go back melaka for wedding shoot during some of the weekends, i don't go back to my house, simply becos my wife and kids are at in-law's house.

Last week, i manage to go back to my own house for few hours... all out of sudden, the happy moments playing in my head. I didn't know i missed my house so much. I love it becos it brings me all the happiness. Now, we are like a nomad, living here and there, things are not belong to us, spaces not belong to us... things just cannot go our ways. It's just so heartache sometimes, really! I wish we can have our life's back, where, we have our own space, the kids playing in their FORT without concerning breaking things, messed up the places, child safe environment, dancing in the living hall, watching the TVs, eat routine, play routine, sleep routine... at least... i do my best to control it to the lowest level at my melaka house.

God, pls give me strength to hold on, patience with the legal works which i believe on going... i have faith in my solicitor, she is doing a fantastic job.