emo abt my house

It's always emo when come to my melaka house. It's our 1st house, we married and we move in, we live together since 2006. Our 1st & 2nd baby was born here, the joy and all the happiness is always related to this house. Too many great memories. I just love it.

It's our 1st house, we brought it lelong. We went thru all the hard time to survey all the bank loans interest rate. OF cos, not forgetting the forever "alien" legal documents that we keep signing on every page. Our close friends help us to paint the house. There is a friend promise to help us to paint the kitchen when he is on leave, i just pass him the keys and he start paint it alone while we are working during office hour. He is suppose to on-leave... i will always remember you... my friend... i know who you are... i remember... I remember i goto the house to install the lights and the fans during lunch hour. We had a nap there during lunch hour with no bed or mattress. I have been away for too long till i kenot rmb when... eventhough i go back melaka for wedding shoot during some of the weekends, i don't go back to my house, simply becos my wife and kids are at in-law's house.

Last week, i manage to go back to my own house for few hours... all out of sudden, the happy moments playing in my head. I didn't know i missed my house so much. I love it becos it brings me all the happiness. Now, we are like a nomad, living here and there, things are not belong to us, spaces not belong to us... things just cannot go our ways. It's just so heartache sometimes, really! I wish we can have our life's back, where, we have our own space, the kids playing in their FORT without concerning breaking things, messed up the places, child safe environment, dancing in the living hall, watching the TVs, eat routine, play routine, sleep routine... at least... i do my best to control it to the lowest level at my melaka house.

God, pls give me strength to hold on, patience with the legal works which i believe on going... i have faith in my solicitor, she is doing a fantastic job.